Hayyys. You seem so happy :) :| 

I hate how much I cry every night, I hate the fact that I can never bring back the only person that ever mattered. I hate the pain that kills me deep inside. I hate the slight of joy that I feel imagining the past as if it still existed. I hate how much it hurts looking at him and knowing he is not mine anymore. I hate how he will never understand that I can’t just move on and forget. I hate how I just want him to hold me and kiss me and tell me everything will be okay.